So much has happened lately I’m afraid I’ll forget something.
I feel so silly… I feel like a cliche schoolboy from Dawson’s Creek. I never knew I could be so happy… she makes me so happy. I’m so in love with her. I love her. And the best part? She loves me and she’s all mine. And I’m all hers.
I honestly can’t remember the last time I was this happy. Or if I ever was at all.
Some might say I no longer belong to the broken hearts club… hehehe.
She’s my girlfriend and it’s official. I’m her boyfriend and it’s official. I love her and it’s official.
They say that every cloud has a silver lining but truth be told, she’s a clear sky in the gray clouded sky that has been my life so far. It’s weird but something happened… something “clicked” with her. Ever since the moment we met, we got along extremely well. And this so far might be the best evidence that “the tongue punishes” since some time ago I felt somewhat different about a girl who’d already have a kid. But honestly, even her little boy has already earned a place in my heart.
But in my clear sky, there has to be a cloud… obviously not everything this holidays could be perfect, as my roommates basically went a-wall on me. One of them has a family problem and has to move back in with his mom in order to help her out, but if you ask me I’d say he’s also using this as an opportunity to move out since it’s more than obvious he’d not been very happy here. My other roommate basically cannot seem to get used to the idea of getting yet another roommate. And yes, you might wonder why don’t I just get other roommates or rent another place… thing is, roommates are actually very hard to find… good roommates, that is. Didn’t really want to simply post and ad and live with anyone who showed up. And about getting another place I’m afraid it simply cannot be if I’m serious about start building my own place. And that’s where things took an ugly turn; looks like I’m moving back in with my parents… I keep telling myself it’s temporary while I build my own house but in honor to the truth God only knows how long that could take.
Don’t really want to ruin my end of the year nor the beginning of the new one by thinking about all of this, specially when the happiness Nela brings me is overwhelming any kind of negative feelings the moving might be producing.
My only concern is how long will my pseudo sanity will last when I move back in. My family has the inevitable ability of producing me ridiculous amounts of stress. I hope this doesn’t affect my relationship with Nela.
But anyway… this year I guess has been almost entirely positive for me. Like I said before in other entries, I have a good job, good friends, good family and a wonderful girlfriend who loves me. And that my friends, not everyone has. As I’m typing these words on my dad’s laptop next to the Christmas tree with all the presents under it, I can’t help but to wish you all the happiest of Christmas’ and the most wonderful new year 2009. May the Lord fill your homes with blessings, love, peace and everything your heart desires. Merry Christmas, America… wherever you may be tonight.
- edit: I edited the stuff I wrote about my former roommates because honestly I wrote that on a hot head and I honestly didn’t mean it. We all have our faults and even though they weren’t perfect, I know I was far from it as well. My apoligies to both of them.
Vargas don’t be that pesimist.
When I moved from 2 Cercas/Gravilias to my parent’s place I thought the same thing about having this affect my relationship with Karolina but it hasn’t. the bond is now stronger.
She has managed to support me and relax me. she gets along with everyone and makes things easier.
Roommates are hard to find you are right. The 2 roommates you have are good ones but they just need to learn that when moving out you are not under parent rules but still you need to respect the other’s lines and communication and agreements are necessary.
When I lived with roomates we sat down and divided chores and decided what we where going to do. We bought community food with a 50K – 60K limit. I cooked and the other two cleaned the house. Each one of us took care of the own room and we managed to do it pretty good!
Now when building a home you need to think that living with your parents is not the only option to save money and I already talked to you about them. You only need courage to move along and at your parent’s just define your limits!
I feel really happy about you and Nela, make sure you don’t hurt her and God please don’t get hurt because she will mess with your friends by doing it.